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End of Nasam Penang.

So fast, i already finished one month clinical practice in Nasam Penang. Its kinda stress to work there... not because of treating the patient but the physio and the ppl im working with... im the only Chinese among my friends, even the physio is an Indian, another one is my senior, luckly she is a chinese... i get very irritated when they talked in tamil especially talking bout physio thg... the physio keep asking me to do the patient, i think most probably most of the patients are Chinese and it is easier for me to communicate with them. Well of course i love to do cause the more i do the more i learn...One time, the physio asked me to give treatment for the patient, and he was asking questions to my friends.. my friends couldn't answer and ask me... and he asked me to concentrate in my thgs, he asking them not me ... and during this 1 hour, they were speaking in Tamil, i don't even understand a single word. I really don't mind if they are speaking some other thgs in Tamil but not during working time... that is so rude... i just can't stand it... so since they act like that, i also speak mandarin with the other Chinese physio in front of them... why do i care so much since they don't even pay any respect to me!!

The worst thg was, we supposed to do presentation. At first, he said that he will choose patient for us, after he chose patient for me, he told the rest of them that they can choose their own patient and they were speaking IN TAMIL!!!  WTH!!! But in the end, only one of them choose herself... well, i hardly touch the patient, and it was very difficult to find time to assess the patient.. Finally i found the opportunity to assess the patient, and he told me that i need to present the next day... i was rushing til midnight, and the next day, we had outing, and he told me to cancel the presentation... i was so pissed and only can cool myself... i hate that attitude of them... and everythg rush until last min... hate that so much!!!

There are some good thgs happened in Nasam too.. we had outing with the patient.. The purpose was to change another environment for the patient to walk and to have fun...We went to Queensbay.. and with the unexpected school bus.. it was a great experience for me and everyone of us... it was a good experience in Nasam Penang... i love it so much.. and miss them so much... It was a new experience for me in Nasam, the treatment they give in Nasam were totally different from hospital... they will have yoga class in monday, which i think its kinda cool but most of the patient don't like it, and they don't come, cause its kinda difficult for them to do.. and the group therapy activities were totally different from what i had done in KKB previously, which i think what we had done in KKB was useless.. :P 

mini research project.

i received a mail today from the lecturer about the mini research project that we need to do and the list of the guidance lecturer... surprisingly, RMK is the guidance lecturer for my group!!! OMG ! i just couldn't believe what i saw in the list... the most useless lecturer, the lecturer that i hate the most is gonna be my guidance lecturer!!!!!!!!! i just cant accept it... 

Well, he is the worst lecturer ever... i really dont understand how can he still teaching in the college?? He used to sleep in the department during my clinical posting, listening to his songs, talking to the INDIAN patient especially, wrote some non-sense in small paper and cut it, walk in and out, play with the OT thgs, when u ask him questions and he will gv u the wrong answer... this kind of lecturer, can u imagine that??? i think i read the book better than asking him... he will only mislead us rather than leading us to the right way.... and we are just wasting money to pay for this kind of lecturer, some more he is getting so high paid in MALAYSIA!!! 

There is ntg to say about this anymore, i think i must depends on myself when doing the project rather than depending on him to guide me... i really cant imagine  !!!!!!! haihz =( im so fucking upset bout this!!!!!!!!!

1 week down, 3 weeks to go!

so fast, i already posted in Nasam Penang for 1 week... First day, the physio looks so strict, some more heard so much bout the physio, make me so scared... but luckly he is not that bad...well, i think the first week still ok... just that he will keep asking questions and we need to read up alot... im kinda like that:) 

Actually nasam not bad, they will have group therapy everyday, 2 sessions per day, the rest of time is one on one treating the patient... i think this is kinda new for me..first time i come over this kinda thgs...but it is so dam tiring... where we need to stand everyday, if any of us sit down or not moving, then the physio will tease us... the worst thg, i sweat like hell everyday... so hot there, summor need to carry patient and help patient do this do that... even my senior who is working there, she become so muscular after working in nasam!!! haha :) i enjoyed the most was yoga session!

btw, i saw monkey yesterday...haha... everybody get so excited, and can u believe it, i actually saw an old monkey with mustache!! 

Time flies!!!

Time past so quickly... today is my last day in college, and im gonna start my clinical practice next week... i still remember the first day i went for college... that time i was so nerd, innocent and naive :) so fast, im gonna graduating soon... kinda miss my college life, my study life so much X(

There are happy and unhappy stuff happening within this 3 years... and i learnt alot, no matter in study field, or daily stuff, especially friendship...well, i don't know about others, but for me as a girl, its pretty hard to find a true friend who really treat you with their heart... once they come into academy, they are just as selfish as others out there... i used to have a pretty close friend, but now end up we are just like a stranger to each other... im kinda upset...she just like other ppl out there...Well, of course , i had alot of fun too, with my dearest roommie, seniors and juniors :) i just missed those days... :'(